losing the muse TT^TT

i'm so sorry for not being active here on DA
been really tired as of late.

but hay how are all you guys doing?
i'm still trying to find a school i can go to starting the fall semester so i hope i find one soon ^^

and it seems that i lost my muse fir drawing and i don't know what to do. i really want to draw but it never comes out right then i lose my patience and just drop it >.<

i feel so sad when i cant draw what i really want ;A;